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what is this site?

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I have been a homeless transient on the internet for years. Ever since MySpace lost its personalization, I have wandered from platform to platform, creating accounts, deleting them, forgetting passwords, and leaving behind a digital graveyard of profiles that only I have the coordinates to. I have never had a space to truly call my own. Social media has never felt like home. It demands a fixed identity, a static self packaged into a profile that must remain the same, even when I don’t. Every time I’ve felt the urge to reinvent, to shift, to start fresh, I’ve had to burn everything down and start over. There is no room for change when you're confined to an uneditable grid, stuck with a username you hate, forced to create algorithm-driven content that drains the joy from creation itself. The last time I truly felt the magic of the old internet—the kind we had in 2006-2008—was in 2016, when I was coding my MyFreeCams profile. It was the first time in years I had control over my own space again, tweaking HTML and CSS, making something uniquely mine. But online sex work didn’t exactly come with my ideal audience. It wasn’t the kind of digital world I wanted to build for myself long-term. That’s why I’m here now. Unwellbutrin is my return to the indie web, my rejection of the algorithm, my refusal to be boxed into someone else’s platform. It’s a digital scrapbook, a work in progress, a living archive of everything I create—my artwork, my web graphics, my blinkies, dollz, GIFs, layouts, and whatever else I feel like making. I just established my site, but I have big plans—for this space, for future projects, for reconnecting with the kind of online community that values creativity, community, and expression over engagement metrics. I am so happy to be building something again, to be part of a subculture that understands the beauty of personal websites, handcrafted digital spaces, and the freedom to just exist online—without performance, without pressure, without compromise. This is mine. And that changes everything. ♡

goals
Create a Space for Personal Expression

    This website is my digital home, free from algorithms, ad-driven content, and the limitations of social media. I want to build a space that evolves with me—where I can experiment, express, and never feel confined to a static identity.

Build a Community of Like-Minded Creators
    I want to be a part of the indie web revival, connecting with others who value creativity, and surfing the web like it's a Saturday afternoon in 2002. I aim to share resources, collaborate, and contribute to the indie web movement.

Preserve & Explore Internet History
    Through my blog, I will create an archive of essays about internet culture, history, and forgotten digital relics. I want to document the weird, nostalgic, and forgotten parts of the web.

Design & Share Digital Creations
    I will create blinkies, dollz, layouts, and other site embellishments for fellow indie web users. I want to contribute to the personal website aesthetic that once defined the internet.

Showcase My Art & Illustrations
    I will use Unwellbutrin as a space to display my digital artwork and creative projects. My illustrations will be part of the larger vision for the site, integrated into graphics and assets.

Develop a Mini-Game Inspired by Web 1.0
    I want to create a dress-up dollz game, reminiscent of sites like DressUpGames.com. This project will merge my love for illustration, digital nostalgia, and interactive creativity.

Keep The Spirit of The Old Web Alive
    I will continue building, expanding, and refining my space. Unwellbutrin is a work in progress, and that’s the beauty of it—it grows with me.