EST. 02/09/25
I have been a homeless transient on the internet for years. Ever since MySpace lost its personalization, I have wandered from platform to platform, creating accounts, deleting them, forgetting passwords, and leaving behind a digital graveyard of profiles that only I have the coordinates to. I have never had a space to truly call my own.
Social media has never felt like home. It demands a fixed identity, a static self packaged into a profile that must remain the same, even when I don’t. Every time I’ve felt the urge to reinvent, to shift, to start fresh, I’ve had to burn everything down and start over. There is no room for change when you're confined to an uneditable grid, stuck with a username you hate, forced to create algorithm-driven content that drains the joy from creation itself.
The last time I truly felt the magic of the old internet—the kind we had in 2006-2008—was in 2016, when I was coding my MyFreeCams profile. It was the first time in years I had control over my own space again, tweaking HTML and CSS, making something uniquely mine. But online sex work didn’t exactly come with my ideal audience. It wasn’t the kind of digital world I wanted to build for myself long-term.
That’s why I’m here now. Unwellbutrin is my return to the indie web, my rejection of the algorithm, my refusal to be boxed into someone else’s platform. It’s a digital scrapbook, a work in progress, a living archive of everything I create—my artwork, my web graphics, my blinkies, dollz, GIFs, layouts, and whatever else I feel like making.
I just established my site, but I have big plans—for this space, for future projects, for reconnecting with the kind of online community that values creativity, community, and expression over engagement metrics. I am so happy to be building something again, to be part of a subculture that understands the beauty of personal websites, handcrafted digital spaces, and the freedom to just exist online—without performance, without pressure, without compromise.
This is mine. And that changes everything. ♡
♡ Create a Space for Personal Expression ♡